Man.I dont know where to start. I dont know if i'm going to keep this thing updated or I dont know. But I'm going to try to find it in me to post up my thoughts up and shit and my opinions and feelings that run through my mind(which are alot). I got a midterm exam tomorrow at 3. Wish me luck to who ever reads this.
On another note, There's fuckin snow in the Bay Area. Grizzley Peak or aka "Fishranch Road", as Towney would call it. Went up there last night with Knockevin and Knockney. Shit was Froze up there. DUMBASS COLD. and i'm pretty sure most of the ice melted. But we still saw some on the way back. Nigga Kevin never seen snow before. Went out to the Marina came back kicked it. Went to swoop KnockArthur, and kicked it. Played hella Killa and shit haha. Shit was funny though. but Back to the topic of weather...fucking Global Warming. Me and Kevin was talkin about what if NY and CA switched Weathers. Like New York started getting hella hot and start having nice weather like Cali does and vice versa. that shit would be crazy.
But let me speak about myself. I'm a very insecure person. I second guess a lot of things, wondering if it's the right thing to do or if it's going to be worth it. I spend a lot of time deciding. I'm indecisive and I worry about others a lot. I consider what others want more than I do. I'm happy with whatever I get. I never really thought about the things I want. But then again really the only things I ever want is for my family to stay healthy. and all my friends to stay healthy and for them to be safe.
That brings up a question about something I do. I think that the way someone is,is for a reason. Me personally, I wish for the same things anytime that I do wish. and it makes me wonder if people do the same. I wonder if people change up and wish for something in the present(like " I wish I get money this week or (I wish that this girl would like me) or something. I think about the minds of others and how they look at me, which makes me insecure about how I present myself. I don't know where i'm going with this shit but yeah. haha, Kinda shows you how my mind wanders off and starts thinking about something else.
Lately, I've been observing people, the things they do, how they do it, what they talk about,how they talk. I do tend to think that I overanalyze things a lot. Think too much of something so small. It annoys the fuck out of me. but! i dont know i'm over here blabbin off. Well i gotta go start studying. Tune in tomorrow.
